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4. Favourite Movie:
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9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy of life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarky) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you read my LJ?
21. Why did you add me?
22. Describe your accent
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. Cigarettes or alcohol?
25. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
26. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

 I want to ask everyone out there a question.  If someone was going to do something nice and naughty to suprise you what would it be.  I have thought about doinga strip tease for them but the fact that I am a guy I dont know if that would work.  What could a guy do to get you all hot and in the mood for some fun??

 I need to vent.  I hope that this will ease some tension and make the day go  by better.   I guess that could be a good use for this.  A couple of weeks ago I was in the middle of a very tough assignment and I had some one close to me go through a near heart attach.  THe reason why it was near was because they got to the hospital before anything major happened.  They ended up having 5 by pass surgery not sure how that is even possible.   This added quite a bit more stress to the whole situation.  Then some one else close to both my friend and me called me up and told me that they wanted to kill them self.  I spent the better part of a night not working on the assingment at hand but rather working on keeping my friends alive.   
This would not normally be anything that bothered me, but the person that was talking about suicide was as far as I can tell looking for attention.  A little history lesson about me I found one of my friends after they had attempted suicide.  I dont handle this issue very well since that day.  It created a great deal of tension in a very good relationship.  I dont know if I am being petty or what the deal is but I feel bad for everyone but I do not do well with suicide I dont think that any one does.  Sorry I know this is the longest post in my LJ and it is a bit negative.  Any one have any advice for me or think that I am just screwed up??

 Really new to Live journal so please be gentel.  Here is a little about me.  I am self employeed right now could not stand working for the man.  My biggest passions in life are photography and music.  I enjoy getting out of the city ever chance I can get.  Hope to meet you soon.